Tonart: Bb minor
Verse 1
Am
E
C
you see everybody got a story to tell,
Am
My pain's deep, I've been through hell,
E
I managed to survive so
I got a story to tell
F
Listen, I stand victorious,
make the sign of the cross, look
C
I'm here to be the voice
E
for every friend I've ever lost
Am
Let me pray as I put
together my hands,
E
I've never been ashamed to
tell you the person I am
F
When it comes to doing drugs
C
I've never been a rookie but hold up
Let me tell you about the
E
places that they took me
Am
I haven't showered it's
been possibly a week
E
And I'm so deep in a psychosis
impossible to speak
now it's impossible to sleep
C
My throat's numb closed shut
E
so it's impossible to eat
Am
Losing weight's a part
of my daily routine
E
I always use against my will
just praying I was clean
F
So nod your head if you understand
what I mean
would be a fiend ever
Am
My life's tumultuous it's
never getting better
E
Another abscess from my arm
is getting severed
depiction of dereliction
C
Livid living conditions,
Am
All these green tree cops,
look they all know me by my
first name
E
Paramedics had to revive me,
this ain't a game
F
I've worn the same clothes
for like the last ten days
C
And look I wanna do better,
E
but I don't know a different way
Am
Completely all alone,
I'm sitting in this room
brown liquid in the spoon
F
I have to do a lot, can no longer do a little
C
The water's been added,
E
I place the cotton in the middle
Am
I'm sucking every drop up
into this plastic device
I'm trying to find a decent vein to strike
F
I shove it ever so gently
up underneath my skin
C
As I am pulling back the plunger
E
to this blood in the syringe
Am
I push it in and try
to drift away to heaven
that's never the place
that we're headed
F
The guilt, shame, remorse,
and regret I never address
C
And I'm a mess from all this
pain and this anguish
E
Am
I'm filled with stress, overdoses
I'm emotionally broken, this ain't a joke
E
I'm smoking on a Newport,
I never have any hope
F
This is me, I'm feelin' like
I don't deserve more
C
I feel disgusted as I'm pushing
Am
Someone stole the vinegar
in the midst of a blackout
E
Another shooting gallery,
another crack house
F
On the porch, welcome to hell,
he's on the floor, man
C
I'm glancing at my arms
E
and all I ever see are sore tracks
dirty needles with the orange caps
E
Peeking out the window,
someone whispers
Lock the door, latch
departing from this mothership
C
I look around as others search
E
the cupboard for another hit
Am
Crest whitening strips and mock threes
E
I'm on a suicidal mission
till these cops try to stop me
selling steaks for half price
E
was shattered by glass pipes
Am
Glass rose, devil got me in his lasso
E
Enter the gates of hell
when I didn't even have a passcode
I will never learn my lesson
E
commit a crime and get arrested
Am
The misery never ends,
I spend another week in jail
family never paid my bill
F
So I would withdraw and kick
on that concrete floor
E
but my body is screaming more
Am
The food is horrible
but I haven't eaten in days
cause I got nothing left to say
I don't ever want to see prison
C
Look I'm tired and exhausted
E
from this life that I am living
Am
I would get a couple days clean
and say that I was done
E
But every time I got released
I was back on the run
F
It's back to thieving, lying,
robbing and whipping and running
don't solve em
E
I'm crippled and sick to my stomach
Am
I hang with prostitutes
and these deadly degenerates
E
I'm homeless for the moment,
but that's really quite irrelevant
F
The only thing that matters in life
is my next tie
C
I gotta be willing to change
E
and give it my best try
Am
I'm a servant and this
heroine's my king
E
I'm feeling like a slave
as I dangle from these puppet strings
I'm staring to death as I am
E
that are just tearing through my flesh
Am
We're dealing with a topic
we're so careless to neglect
E
We're dealing with a dilemma,
leaving every parent stressed
F
I'm so sick and tired though
of being sick and tired
C
But then it finally happened,
I wanted to change,
enough is enough
E
My effort's been exhausted
and I'm tired of being stuck
F
My faith is never blind
and my future I barely see
C
But overnight was overminded,
E
I had this moment of clarity
Am
So it begins and it's essential,
I believe
E
Cause if it worked for you,
then it just has to work for me
there's gotta be a positive message
C
I talked about the past,
E
now let's talk about the present
Am
I'm no longer living that way,
for me it's a blessing
E
But with one bad decision,
I am back in that obsession
F
And 03 was diagnosed with Hepatitis C
E
it's always been the fuel for driving me
why do I give this my all?
E
I'm not trying to see rest in
peace
on my Facebook wall
F
I got clean in 05 and started rapping
C
I started touching lies,
E
I never thought that this would happen
trust me it isn't heroin
and the comments are disparaging
a fuck that I'm clean
C
For them another deadly overdose,
E
it's just something to say
Am
Look, I pay attention to every post that I
E
As you were sitting there
judging in front of your iPhone screen
F
Talking about these dying addicts
and how they are worthless
C
And if they put a needle in their arm,
Am
But that's someone's mother,
someone's uncle,
someone's daughter
E
And that's someone's aunt,
someone's son,
and someone's father
F
As I rap, this shit is giving me chills
C
And I'm speaking off experience,
E
that's how I know it's real
Am
These ignorant motherfuckers
will say it's not a disease
E
And look, I really don't care,
you can believe what you believe
I don't gotta give you proof
E
you don't gotta defend the truth
Am
Incurable, progressive, invader,
when less arrested
E
I'm expressing aggression
with every sentiment confession
F
Once a junkie, always a junkie,
you're boring me
C
The last time I checked,
E
there's one ultimate authority
Am
I'm sick of these remarks and opinions
from all these critics
E
Cause if you've never lived it,
then trust me, you'll never get it
C
you're not allowed to speak about it
If you've never lived it,
then you're not allowed to
E
Am
speak about it
E
How often you forget the only time that you should
ever open your mouth is they eat a dick.
makes me sick.
E
this is more like an apocalypse.
it's only right that I fight
E
and my experience recites
F
on how that diamond saved my life. Look,
you don't got a clue
what I've been through.
you couldn't walk a mile
so it's only right that I smile
E
when I'm aware of my surroundings
I'm no longer in denial.
F
I'm blown away by every
message that I get.
C
It gives me motivation it's the reason
Am
We gotta do this together, we must trust
E
There's no you, there's no me,
there's just us
F
I'm doing this with courage,
I'm doing this with pride
C
I'm doing this for every single friend
Am
I dedicate this song
to anyone that's lost a loved one
cause tomorrow may never come
F
Be grateful for your past,
embrace it, don't get embarrassed
C
Every day there is more children
E
growing up without their parents
I'm not afraid to cry
E
My life changed once I was willing to try
F
I've been given many chances,
now it's truly do or die
C
I'm doing what it takes
E
Am
or my daughter will never see me high
E
I'm doing what it takes
F
or my daughter will never see me high
C
I'm doing what it takes
E
Am
or my daughter will never see me high
E
I'm doing what it takes
F
or my daughter will never see me high
C
I'm doing what it takes
E
or my daughter will never
Outro 1
let me out
F
C
E
Am
E
F
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