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I can tell when someone's
jealous of me
The evil look in their eyes
They won't support you if they
feel like you're above them
The only reason why they don't
wanna see you shine
I see a lot of things on my timeline
People think I'm here
for a shrot period of time
If you think that's true,
then you're losing your mind
Nothing worth having comes easy in life
If it comes easy then it won't last long
I guess that's why they fell
off after one song
Niggas get cut if they
ain't on what I'm on
Invite them to a show
and they all tag along
In vite them to a meeting still see
if they want to come
Trust me, nobody comes
The difference between me and them
I know a lot of people,
I have'nt got a lot of friends
If you lie once then, you'll
probably lie again
It doesnt make sense
The same ones on twitter are
the ones that are in ends
Trying to find a way out?
Shes gone by 10 AM
And i gotta got paid now
I ain't playing games now
If you got a problem then we
coming straight round
I said if you got a problem then we
coming straight round
We all live and learn
Tables get turnt,
bridges get burnt but money never gets returned
People only show up when
they know you've got perks
How do you curse the ne that gave birth
I know i shouldn't say it but im gonna say it
I still love my ex right down to the earth
If you want me show me how
muh you're worth
Be careful how you spend all the
money that you earn
Everything I have in my life
I deserve
Everything I have in my life
I'm so gratefuI
Once upon a time I needed
help I wasn't stable
Now I don't speak I put money
on the table
Last year my life was so painful
I was very wasteful
I wasn't faithful
And i wasn't able to get all them
things that I wanted on the shelf
My mum needed support but I really
couldn't help
My ends don't want the best
for me
Sometimes i think my own friends
don't want the best for me
Many guys will draw me out and test me
Many guys talk online but
they don't roll
They ain't got the same energy
It's jokes cause I'm not
where I'm meant to be
If I see you it's meant to be
And tell your girl stop texting cause she'll
never have sex with me
And if we do, she won't forget me
Look
I wanna know the reason why
these people don't like me
A black boy 21providing for his mum
I guess that's the reason why
these people don't like me
Cause I've done all the shit that
they fucking ain't done
I've done all the shit that they
fucking can't do
My whole squad come through
And leave your yard empty
like it's black friday sale
On my life you better think
about your moves
Dreadful I started getting replies
off
of girls that aired when
I was doing "i'm on my grind"
Incredible
Same girl that said my music's
Demonic said she wants
to make some time
Eventful
I just got a text from your girl and
She's saying that
I've cossed her mind
Mental
Keep testing my patience
i swear i'll lose my mind
I stopped explaining myself
when i reaIised
People only understand from
their level of perception
I clocked that certain man don't like
how my life's changed
And how I'm the center of attention
I got too much pressure on me right now
I ain't got time for all the love
and affection
Something bad and
you're all in my mention
But something good where you
gone that's the question
Normally people don't hate
you, they hate your success
But with me people hate me and they
hate my success
Maybe it's because it took me
quicker than the rest
Before I touched high school I was
running on my own legs
Now I'm 21 and I'm running
with my heart
I wasn't doing things that kids
should be doing
Cause my dad weren't around
and he never played his part
Every single day I was
loking out the window
Waiting for him to turn a corner
But he broke my heart and made me
cry and made me realise
Girls dont want me for me
But that's just how it is
See You think
I asked for this
You don't know what
I done to get half of this
Ask my fucking nigga Lawrence
he can vouch for it
If the number ain't saved
I don't awnser it
You stabbed me in my back
9 through stiches then I gave
back chasing money and bitches
Started chasing my dream
Why do you think many guys
never succeced
Jealousy and greed
And my mum said that
you are what you eat
I made time for loads of people
but they threw it back at me
So now I'm selfish with my time
But it's ironic that I've got time for
All these girls that shouldn't
have time
I shouldn't have a headache
but ever since I
Started doing music properly I've had
one every fucking day
I shouldn't be bad but
how do you expect me
To have all them things my mum
couldn't have
That's the reason why I've done
things I shouldn't have
I ask God to guide me
But I still feel trapped
And I don't know what I want
from this anymore
And I don't wanna girlfriend anymore
And I ain't got time to see
my friends anymore
A lot is happening behind closed doors
I feel drained and i ain't
eating properly
I'm startin' to
have problems mentally
The other day I
just copped a Monclear
But it didn't feel right cause my
vision's still cloudy.
