It's us, find power
Live life, mind power
It's us, find power
Live life, mind power
Yo, fuck anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes and then
I write the song
I'm staring down the road
my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe
in right and wrong?
My mental state is fucking me up
And I cried a pond while asking you
for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way
that I've been living lately
If I died right now,
you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bullshit,
niggas call me a sell- out
Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly
then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared
dog with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated because
they looking at me like I'm
hellbound
What story should I tell now? I'll just
expose the truth
I'm so close to the fucking edge, I should
be close to you
But who the fuck are You?
You never showed the proof
And I'm only fucking human yo, what
am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different
religions with vivid descriptions
Begging all fucking men and women to listen
I can't even beat my dick without
getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions, I
got different intentions
I been itching to get it,
I've been given assistance
But the whole fucking system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash
because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told that my
sinful life is an addiction
But I can't buy it, it's
just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans
can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun and I can
tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing, I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it
really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at? How long
it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing
and I can't rewind it
You gave me a Bible and expect
me not to analyze it?
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that motherfucking
book because a human wrote it
I have a fucking brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think to
avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
Cause humans be lying with
such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to put
me back on the course
Next Jehovah's Witness
to come on my porch
I swear I'm slammin' the door
A lot of folks believe it though, but I'm
not surprised
Humans are fucking dum
b, still thinkin' that Pac's alive
I ain't trying to take your legacy
and torch it down
I'm just saying: I ain't heard
shit from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories
of older guys
Who were notarized by
you when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head
and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy
Ghost arise
Sound's like a fucking Poltergeist
Show yourself and then boom it's done
Every rumor's gone, I no longer doubt this shit,
you're the One
I'll admit that my sinful
ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop
on to of a roof to plunge
I'll donate to a charity that could
use the funds
Fuck the club, instead of bitches I'd
hang with a group of nuns
And everyone that I ran into would know
what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless it
was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I
have to believe
You haven't been chatting with me
like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no fucking talking snake
unravel from trees
With an apple to eat,
that shit nev er happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist,
it's driving me crazy
Send your condolences,
this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire and I
get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact
that I ever wrote this shit
My gut feeling says it's all fake,
I hate to say it but fuck it,
shit I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase, my
perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking
shit apart all day
And in my mind I make
perfect sense
If you aren't real then all my prayers aren't
worth a cent
That would mean that I could just
make up what my purpose is
And I could just sit in church and
say "fuck" in the services
Man what if Jesus was a facade?
Then that would mean
the government's god
I feel like they've been
brainwashing us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice
that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is "what if",
why is it always "what if"
Planet Earth "what if",
the universe "what if"
My sacrifice "what if",
my afterlife "what if"
Every fucking thing that deals with
you is fucking suspect
I'm fucking done, I'm fuck
ing done
This is my fucking life and I'm living it,
I'm having fun
If you really care for me, prove that
I need to live carefully
But I'll be damned
if I put my own pleasure
aside for an afterlife that isn't
even guaranteed
We are you, and you're us,
stop playing games
My life's all I got, and
heaven is all in my brain
And when I feel I am in hell,
my
ideas are what get me through pain
Do as you please,
and I'll just do me, I'm a human,
I'll stay in my lane
Ill mind
