The
blessing's never late,
so I'ma give it a raise
My daddy told me happiness
is something that you create
But I ain't feeling so creatively lately
I just wanna stay home
and make beats
Or sleep for eight weeks
Either way, now my whole
life feelin' cooler
Now I know that passport's get
thick when it's fuller
And this life thing don't really
come with a ruler
Man, so I'm not trippin' that I still don't
have my own jeweler, yet
In other words, I don't like to compare I just
turned 20, but my
goal's to feel 28
Without the back pain, stress,
and the problems in bed
Just the achievements, wisdom,
and the couple of friends
Until then, I'll be like movies with no plot,
yeah, the bad ones
I skip the drama and get
right to the action
Fuck lookin' for enemies,
I got more friends than BROCKHAMPTON
They give me honest opinions,
I don't deal with the gassin', man
Feelin' like I ain't shit sometimes
else to get myself right and
I don't know if what I'm doing's right
It feels good, so guess it's fine
You don't like it, we can fight
If you can't tell,
I'm done with tellin' lies
Done with tears up in my eyes
I ain't fakin' no more smiles
There you go
It ain't a walk in the park,
I prefer to run, run, run, run
I don't care that I fell,
I'ma make this jump, jump, jump, jump
Even if I don't,
I became too numb, numb, numb
Even if I fall, least I'm havin' fun
Used to never go to the parties
Used to never wanna drink
the Bacardi's
Wouldn't do it if my parents allowed it
Also 'cause I used to hate
when it's crowded
(Things change)
She told me that she ran out of condoms
Told her that I never do it without it
I don't wanna get too detailed about it
But we all broke a rule for somebody
Like once, twice, three times
Things don't change
when you try to be wise
People still trash when you try to be nice
So don't expect me to fake
any more smiles for you
I got real smiles to save
If I'm debutin' my acting,
then I better get paid
Because this face ain't free
The lies ain't free
Matter of fact,
I need to get paid just to be me, but
Feelin' like I ain't shit sometimes
I expect too much sometimes
Feelin' like I forget what's mine
These lies ain't feelin' so white
I'm done livin' in disguise
That everybody's per
fect every time
'Bout to make sure 2020
lookin' real nice
Can't de pend on nobody
else to get myself right and
I don't know if what I'm doing's right
It feels good, so guess it's fine
You don't like it, we can fight
If you can't tell,
I'm done with tellin' lies
Done with tears up in my eyes
I ain't fakin' no more smiles
There you go
It ain't a walk in the park,
I prefer to run, run, run, run
I don't care that I fell,
I'ma make this jump, jump, jump, jump
Even if I don't,
I became too numb, numb, numb
Even if I fall, least I'm havin'
fun
I don't know if what I'm doing's right
It feels good, so guess it's fine
You don't like it, we can fight
If you can't tell,
I'm done with tellin' lies
Done with tears up in my eyes
I ain't fakin' no more smiles
Rich Brian 
